I am lost, in my soul,

What's the reason for it all…

I miss the sweet shed of blood,

The overwhelming warm flood…

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It's the only way for me

To set my idleness free…

If I could make life and dreams the same,

Let the insane rain, rain again…

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But my back is split in two,

For my wings away from me flew…

And I was blind, but now I see,

Yet the sun is dimming, it the thing that should not be…

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My hands are growing old,

My unwed heart annihilated by the cold…

I'm done with imagining everything is alright,

I'm unwilling to save my foolish pride…

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My life is within the blank pages of some book,

And someone had to create me with a pretty look…

But withheld away my soul,

And I'm lost in the whore of my whole…

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My body denies my unholy pride,

And someday I will be a faithful bride…

Guessing who you'd be by the stars,

And if you could obliviate my scars…

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I know I have something to give,

You will know that I will for you live…

And I will sing to you all night,

But please hold me if I cried…

Cause sometimes, something for me calls,

And I will forever be,

lost in my own soul…